I got to thinking last night! Yes, it did hurt, but that is not the point. I actually was thinking about my username and blog name. I didn’t actually realize that I was putting my user name as cyclicalvomit, I thought I was naming the blog, but that is ok, it creates a buzz. Anyway, yesterday I was called cynical vomit. I thought, well, I hope I don’t always come across as cynical.
While I was thinking about the name, I realized that it fits on so many levels. Not only is my daughter’s disease cyclical vomiting syndrome, and I will regurgitate thing over and over again, it is biblical. I was thinking about the sin in our lives, and why we always seem to come back to it. Of course, that got me thinking about Proverbs 26:11 “As a dog returns to its vomit, so a fool repeats his folly.” A dog keeps going back to the his own vomit, the very thing that his body had expelled because it was vulgar to him, we keep going back to our sin despite its vulgarity to us.
Paul struggled with this when he said, “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” (Romans 7:15) We know it is wrong…we have already bowed our knee before God and called it sin just like he calls it, but we struggle with it, we keep going back to it. I remember asking a group of adults in a Bible Study to share what their greatest sin struggle was. I pointed to someone, and asked them to share. The look on their face was priceless. Of course, I was kidding, but the point was that each one of us struggles with sin in our life. Why do we do it? Why can’t we stop? Does this give us license to continue in that sin? Of course not! Paul addresses that when he uses the strongest Greek negative, ‘may gnoita’, “By no means” in the NIV is probably a little weak. “Heck no” (probably not heck) would be about as strong as it gets.
I guess what it comes down to is this…no matter who you are, preacher, sunday school teacher, worship leader, pew warmer, person outside the church completely, we are lost without God! We have nothing if we don’t have redemption through the blood of Jesus Christ. His work on the cross took our sins, and forgiveness is offered.
Praise God we are forgiven and free!